After two panic attacks this morning, a really good cry in my husband's arms, and Paulo's girls showing up to clean my house (yes, my sweet husband gifts me with a house cleaning service 2 times a month as an anniversary gift every year- he figures he gets a less stressed wife and more dinners cooked at home if I don't have to wear myself out cleaning) - I think I am going to make it. But only with God's help. I don't doubt Him. I never doubt the end result. I just get caught up in the how's and the when's . And I can't do that! The fear of what COULD happen gets in the way of the FAITH of what is happening.
So my bags are packed. One for me, one for humanitarian aid items. I grab a Greyhound out of Orlando on Friday morning and arrive in Miami around 5. Sounds easy enough.
I just have no idea where I am staying at this point. This is a HOW and a WHERE.
I determined this morning as my husband prayed over me that something BIG is going to happen while we are in Haiti. Satan is all around this trying to make us doubt, trying to get in the way, trying to get us to throw in the towel (out of country travel is hard stuff you know). So something BIG is going to happen.
And I am looking forward to it. And I am looking forward to finding out where I am staying....
I agree that something big is going to happen. God is going to use you and satan hates that! But be bold and courageous. God will carry you through and even if He leads you toward the red sea to be hemmed in....He will part the waters and walk you through on dry ground. There is a purpose....His will be done. God bless you both!!
ReplyDeleteVery proud of you!!! Pray that God will use this week to strengthen your faith. Go and have no fear!!
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